The Poison's Killer

symbolofperfection: See my point? It's all about taking control through annoyance...if there's one thing that all those uptight yuppie fucks can't handle, it's being annoyed...
symbolofperfection: ...or not having Botox available...
atrocity3113 : BWUAHAHAHA
symbolofperfection: I've been on a roll lately, I swear...
symbolofperfection: I love having the old me back...
atrocity3113 : hellz yeah man
symbolofperfection: I'm still halfway in the dark as to how EXACTLY it happened, but regardless, it just feels so much better...
atrocity3113 : i thinks its more the fact that youre living for you now, not to impress anyone, or make anyone happy
atrocity3113 : which is what im doing too
symbolofperfection: that's a major part of it...I got tired of trying to make everyone happy, because it's fucking impossible. I can only give them moments, and they're looking for the lifelong run. I can't do that for myself, how the fuck am I gonna do it for anyone else? I can give moments and moments only, so that's what I'm gonna shoot for. I stopped worrying about people worrying about me, I stopped worrying about hearing anyone's fuckin' mouth, I stopped taking the feelings of others into consideration when it comes to my life. IT'S MY GODDAMN LIFE, I'm gonna do what I want with it and I don't HAVE to placate anyone's feelings when it comes to my life...
symbolofperfection: ...if they don't like it they can fuck the fuck off...
atrocity3113 : amen brother
symbolofperfection: ...I'm not killing myself so life is easier for everyone else, because it's killing ME...and before I had no problem with that, but I started seeing that they didn't give a shit about me, and the only reason they ever did was because I elevated them somehow...
symbolofperfection: ...well FUCK THAT!!!
symbolofperfection: They can elevate their damn selves. I only elevate those who also try to elevate themselves - Sometimes people need help. But I'm not gonna waste my time on those who won't even help themselves...fuck that shit...

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