In light of the recent "look at everything that's completely fucked" attitude I've had for the past month, I've found one thing that's constant in the many layers of bullshit we VOLUNTARILY ingest on a daily basis.
APATHY.
Simply put, no one gives a shit. The people that actually know how to do something about any of this bullshit are being ignored by people who don't even wanna solve the problems or think about the issues because it "brings them down."
Quit being so fucking selfish and own up to your part in all this bullshit, you fucking cowards. Stop trying to bury yourself in advertisements and material things and being looked up to by people who are even more worthless than you are.
I remember that song "Erosion" during times like these. Certain parts of that song still echo on a daily basis when I read/see certain news stories or hear some anecdote relating to how some stuck up mental invalid wronged someone over something totally trivial.
Or that sound clip floating around on the internet where that woman called the cops on Burger King because they "didn't make her sandwich right" and had the nerve to cop an attitude with the dispatch lady because she wouldn't send cops to enforce her sandwich.
What the fuck is going on here? I mean, I seriously look at all these natural disasters occurring all over the world right now and think "When is this gonna hit us? Don't we deserve it?"
Something major is getting ready to happen, I can feel it. Everyone always looks at me like I'm crazy when I say that, but just open your fucking eyes. Hell, don't even do that...feel it out. You'll see. We're all gonna see, whether we like it or not.
"I've been poisoned with eyes too wide open..."
"How must we look from above?
Removed from bias and favor
Watching these fear-driven insects kill each other over their minor differences
Obsessed with accomodation
Everything's a competition
Instead of bonding to prevent corrosion
They destroy each other
Pulling their ends closer..."
-Cy
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